Sunday, November 16, 2003

-=[17th October 2003, Friday]=-
Feeling: emotionally teary; venue: darn staffroom

Dear Lord, I miss worshipping you in church among the mass with the congregation. While invigilating the Art Paper over in 2/6, i saw dis boy's pencil case with a band that says 'Jesus loves me'. I smiled so much. Kept thinking over it. The song entitled 'STILL' kept ringing in my mind. After the song, i just quickly went over to 3/10 to check that they are alrite with the paper, then rushed down to the staffroom to listen to this song. Concentrated hard on the lyrics, replayed the song again. I MISS GOING TO CHURCH. I just tot of the current ordeal that I haf now. Heck the harrassment. Heck the threats. Die then die. Of coz will fear at dat very moment, but I know you will keep me safe. I wanna just concentrate on establishing this walk with you. I know this ordeal will go off in a blink of any eye. U allow it to happen so as to make me grow stronger and correct my weakness of being fearful and gutless. Thank you God.

'With God in the center of my life, all things will come to place. AMEN.'

I just want to thank you once again for the angels that you haf sent to my life in many forms. No matter is human being or alien (haha ;P). Yeah so many that I just sooooooo lazy to state all. But in a nutshell, my beloved kids over in sch, the cyber A-I and a few others, my poly kakis, the dysfunkshion, the ncc frens, the church ppl whom i haf met b4, Christine, weiying, Melvin, Eric and any others whom I may haf left out by accident.

Thank you for everything. THANK YOU LORD!!

xia0miLk scribbled at 9:23 pm.