-=[7th Nov 2003, Friday]=-
Feeling: sleepy and shitty; venue: sucky staffroom surrounded by 38
Dear God,
I feel so empty. I feel so demoralized from the interview. God you MUST let me have de job please. I really need to leave this place. PLUS I really need that new job. I am so afraid. I know that if i have faith, fear will not exist. I will try my very best to stand firm. God I can't help but to complain about the 38 around me. Yeah the English dept ppl. ALL 38! Argh. I feel so bullied by her. CCA she siams, deployment she so intelligently and craftly pushes away de bad classes and manages to somehow subtlety put de blame on me. Sad I am.
xia0miLk scribbled at 9:28 pm.
| THANK YOU LORD JESUS.. Dear Lord Jesus, THANK YOU for coming into my life, for saving me by YOUR GRACE, for loving me so infinitely, for bringing Joy into my life, for helping me in those trials and tribulations, comforting me when i am down, filling me up when i am empty. THANK YOU for all the blessings that you have showered into into my life in all forms and ways, the angels that you had sent into my life in all forms and relations(my family, students, #A-I frens, ncc frens, church friends, the DYSFUNKSHION peeps, my polytechnic pals and any other friends who have made a significant pact in my life). Dear Jesus, there are simply too many things for me to thank you about that i cant find the proper words to do so. But Lord, you know my heart :) Last but not least, THANK YOU FOR DYING ON THE CROSS FOR ME. THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING. I LOVE YOU MY LORD AND GOD. Amen. |
| ..::[About Me]::.. Anna Hee. 26th October. Singapore. Chinese. City-harvester. W185. Jaded. naive. simple-minded. docile. submissive. quick-tempered. quick to cool down. bad-tempered. stubborn. emotional. hurts easily. harmless. petite. peaceful. warm. passionate. loving. smiles 24/7. cheeky. playful. gets amuses easily. laughs easily. cry easily. fickle-minded. Loves GOD.babies.nature.crapping around.wasting time.red and pink colour.driving around leisurely.dogs.red roses.precious moments. Issey Miyake.Louis Vuitton. Hates drugs. Fears rats.mouse.lizards.heights. |
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